10 simple things in life that are free:
1.Watching my 5 year old dancing around the room just enjoying the moment.
2. A loving hug from my daughters just because they want to.
3. Listening to the banter of 5 year olds.
4. Enjoying a good cup of coffee and or tea when by myself.
5. Hearing rain & seeing the rain change the landscape.
6. When my children show love to each other.
7. The sound of laughter.
8. My husband hugging me with nothing else in mind.
9. Harmony in the home.
10. Finally: loving myself.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Just shut up!
'Just shutup, will you'! Gosh I go on. If I kept quiet for long enough I might actually hear what it is I am ment to be doing.
I spend all my time being self absorbed, I don't do the thing I am purposed for. And it's a hard lesson but I may have been put on this earth just to, live. What a concept! LIVE.
Isn't there a quote that says, 'life happen when you are making plans'... I make plans all the time and life is passing me by at the speed of life. Think I might go and get on with it; life
I spend all my time being self absorbed, I don't do the thing I am purposed for. And it's a hard lesson but I may have been put on this earth just to, live. What a concept! LIVE.
Isn't there a quote that says, 'life happen when you are making plans'... I make plans all the time and life is passing me by at the speed of life. Think I might go and get on with it; life
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
My heartfelt sorry
I want to apologise to anyone who may have been following my blog: all 2 of you. (That would be me and..hang on, that would just be me..make that 1. Also for my incomplete last post...trying to figure that one out.
I had in mind a romantic notion in my head this would be a breeze or I would keep up the writing of this blog to prove a theory of, 'doing nothing, then something would happen'...I think this has been blown out of the water because, and as Shakespear put is so beautifully...'Nothing comes of nothing'...now I can honestly say, I have done nothing so nothing has happened.
However I will say, that I have let go of the notion of the 'Nutrimetics' dream and things have began to happen...so maybe I should change my theory to, 'let go and dreams will find you' ..ah, whatever..
I get so tired of myself and what I truly want..if it's not one thing, it's another... but me and my glass half full... Gosh I wish I could just smash that glass, cos I don't really want it half full or half empty, I just want it with something in it.
I had in mind a romantic notion in my head this would be a breeze or I would keep up the writing of this blog to prove a theory of, 'doing nothing, then something would happen'...I think this has been blown out of the water because, and as Shakespear put is so beautifully...'Nothing comes of nothing'...now I can honestly say, I have done nothing so nothing has happened.
However I will say, that I have let go of the notion of the 'Nutrimetics' dream and things have began to happen...so maybe I should change my theory to, 'let go and dreams will find you' ..ah, whatever..
I get so tired of myself and what I truly want..if it's not one thing, it's another... but me and my glass half full... Gosh I wish I could just smash that glass, cos I don't really want it half full or half empty, I just want it with something in it.
Monday, August 2, 2010
Past & Present: Great Achievements in life.
Well my intentions are always good but that is about as far as it goes for me. What can I say to make it any easier for myself? I set out with a positive mindset of blowing you out of the water and trying to inspire with a theory I actually thought might work. What have I achieved? Not a darn thing!
In my theory, I have done nothing. I know that was my intention but truely I had a different picture in my head to that which actually took place. Can I fix it so it will work, well that is up to me.
There is something in me which can not stop thinking if I achieve nothing in life then I have failed and in my concern for this, I tend to end up not doing anything to contribute to my life.
It's like the fear of failure or success grips me and I don't chose to use it for the great part of my life.
The funny thing is, I have achieved plenty in my life and I over look them. Why do I do this? Why do any of us do this?
So...I am going to write down everything I have achieved to remind me I am not a failure: that I have done things I need to be proud of. I think I forget all the amazing milestones in my life and focuss on what I am not doing now. Sometimes looking back in retrospect.
A1. My faith in Jesus Christ. God loves me and I'm still here with him in my life.
A2. Married now for 9 years to the same man, whom came along when I needed the right man.
A3. Two of the most amazing girls..They are funny, witty, talented, creative and clever and I like hanging out with them.
A4. My family: they have been the structure of who I am today. I love them with & without all their worts.
A5. I have some of the best friends anyone could ever ask for. My friends make me laugh and they love me the way I am and I love them for who they are. I appreciate them for who they are to me and I am so glad they are in my life..even in the distance.
You may be thinking right now, this can't possible be considered achievements but I believe they are..they are the structure to my whole life and with out them I may not have been the person I am and achieve so much...they are my experiences, my adventures and they have helped me in my path in life lessons.
Now for the stuff I have achieved.
In my theory, I have done nothing. I know that was my intention but truely I had a different picture in my head to that which actually took place. Can I fix it so it will work, well that is up to me.
There is something in me which can not stop thinking if I achieve nothing in life then I have failed and in my concern for this, I tend to end up not doing anything to contribute to my life.
It's like the fear of failure or success grips me and I don't chose to use it for the great part of my life.
The funny thing is, I have achieved plenty in my life and I over look them. Why do I do this? Why do any of us do this?
So...I am going to write down everything I have achieved to remind me I am not a failure: that I have done things I need to be proud of. I think I forget all the amazing milestones in my life and focuss on what I am not doing now. Sometimes looking back in retrospect.
A1. My faith in Jesus Christ. God loves me and I'm still here with him in my life.
A2. Married now for 9 years to the same man, whom came along when I needed the right man.
A3. Two of the most amazing girls..They are funny, witty, talented, creative and clever and I like hanging out with them.
A4. My family: they have been the structure of who I am today. I love them with & without all their worts.
A5. I have some of the best friends anyone could ever ask for. My friends make me laugh and they love me the way I am and I love them for who they are. I appreciate them for who they are to me and I am so glad they are in my life..even in the distance.
You may be thinking right now, this can't possible be considered achievements but I believe they are..they are the structure to my whole life and with out them I may not have been the person I am and achieve so much...they are my experiences, my adventures and they have helped me in my path in life lessons.
Now for the stuff I have achieved.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Nothing comes of nothing.
It's hard to believe I have let 20 days just slip away from me. The last 20 days have been somewhat strange. Doing nothing is more hard work than doing stuff. When I'm busy not too much comes to mind, I just do my work. I don't exactly know what I have been expecting.
King Lear said it right, 'nothing comes of nothing'. Although he was talking about the love his daughter was meant to lavish on him...the princibles the same. If you expect nothing, you get nothing or if you give nothing you get nothing. I suppose that is what I have been doing...but that is not really my intention.
My intention was, if I don't put any conditions on myself and try to be something or do something then life will happen. Well it's been 20 days since my last post and so far this theory is bogus...however, I have completed writing a play. My agent wants more and is not satisfied (so then it's not finish) so I'll keep working on that..There is also my misery gut attitude which keeps me busy too.
There is so much life to be lived! I wish my mind would just stopped long enough for me to enjoy all the wonderful amazing things I have already..it's called a grateful spirit.
So it does boil down to this, 'Nothing comes of nothing'..if I prolong nothing long enough then I will get nothing.
King Lear said it right, 'nothing comes of nothing'. Although he was talking about the love his daughter was meant to lavish on him...the princibles the same. If you expect nothing, you get nothing or if you give nothing you get nothing. I suppose that is what I have been doing...but that is not really my intention.
My intention was, if I don't put any conditions on myself and try to be something or do something then life will happen. Well it's been 20 days since my last post and so far this theory is bogus...however, I have completed writing a play. My agent wants more and is not satisfied (so then it's not finish) so I'll keep working on that..There is also my misery gut attitude which keeps me busy too.
There is so much life to be lived! I wish my mind would just stopped long enough for me to enjoy all the wonderful amazing things I have already..it's called a grateful spirit.
So it does boil down to this, 'Nothing comes of nothing'..if I prolong nothing long enough then I will get nothing.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
No one said it was going to be easy..
June 6, 2010
My whole intention was to be blogging everyday and writing about how the doing nothing could actually be my saviour and something happens but....In 5 days not much has happened...oh I did get an email from a student film maker wanting me to audition for his film..So I guess that is life throwing something at me. I didn't go for it though. My excuse is I have children, childcare is expensive and well, that's my excuse..
Let me say however, that in my efforts to let life bring itself to me with my 'do nothing' theory, I have infact been more at ease with my life. I am enjoying life a lot more and my goals are taking a turn...not for the better but just a turn of a different slight in my life..
I am more attentive to my kids & I got to spend some much needed time with my husband. I not so worried about whether I achieve a goal or a dream or if I get anywhere in life. However, I will share a little envy on my part....
My friend who has only just entered into the entertainment business, has been getting jobs for commercials and was an extra in a top rating soap drama...Although I am proud of her and couldn't be happier for her (she is brilliant!!) I am missing the mark and not getting jobs or even being considered for any roles..Do I suck that bad!!!
Last year I did a play, I had a very short part and we were brilliant! Aparently there were industry professionals in the audience who had a positive vibe about the performance, yet I still didn't get any work...Maybe I am just nieve to think that it would happen if I did a good performance or if I auditioned enough times. I even prayed to God and said to Him, 'Will no one hire me?' I am so happy for my friend. I wish her every success. I am envious because, I have worked the last 5 years and just to get a positive compliment doesn't make me feel great about the dream of becoming an actor.
Back to, 'doing nothing'....I am a little worried my 'nothing' effort will turn out to be 'nothing'. I will just have to wait and see when a year is up. My 'doing nothing' might just be that, nothing but it's going to be interesting to see...
My whole intention was to be blogging everyday and writing about how the doing nothing could actually be my saviour and something happens but....In 5 days not much has happened...oh I did get an email from a student film maker wanting me to audition for his film..So I guess that is life throwing something at me. I didn't go for it though. My excuse is I have children, childcare is expensive and well, that's my excuse..
Let me say however, that in my efforts to let life bring itself to me with my 'do nothing' theory, I have infact been more at ease with my life. I am enjoying life a lot more and my goals are taking a turn...not for the better but just a turn of a different slight in my life..
I am more attentive to my kids & I got to spend some much needed time with my husband. I not so worried about whether I achieve a goal or a dream or if I get anywhere in life. However, I will share a little envy on my part....
My friend who has only just entered into the entertainment business, has been getting jobs for commercials and was an extra in a top rating soap drama...Although I am proud of her and couldn't be happier for her (she is brilliant!!) I am missing the mark and not getting jobs or even being considered for any roles..Do I suck that bad!!!
Last year I did a play, I had a very short part and we were brilliant! Aparently there were industry professionals in the audience who had a positive vibe about the performance, yet I still didn't get any work...Maybe I am just nieve to think that it would happen if I did a good performance or if I auditioned enough times. I even prayed to God and said to Him, 'Will no one hire me?' I am so happy for my friend. I wish her every success. I am envious because, I have worked the last 5 years and just to get a positive compliment doesn't make me feel great about the dream of becoming an actor.
Back to, 'doing nothing'....I am a little worried my 'nothing' effort will turn out to be 'nothing'. I will just have to wait and see when a year is up. My 'doing nothing' might just be that, nothing but it's going to be interesting to see...
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
I have nothing...
1 June 2010
Just rather 'blah' today...not really sure where this is all heading...but I will say this...I feel a little bit more relaxed with my children. I think it is because I am not so worried about my life that I feel more at ease with my kids...I'm not putting them through the expectations of being something or doing something...I am just enjoying them...
Maybe when I am relaxed and at ease they get the benifits. I will say however, I have spend a too much time on the computer today, which is not a good thing..so no computer for the rest of the evening...I don't want to miss out on spending time with my kids... bye till next time.
Just rather 'blah' today...not really sure where this is all heading...but I will say this...I feel a little bit more relaxed with my children. I think it is because I am not so worried about my life that I feel more at ease with my kids...I'm not putting them through the expectations of being something or doing something...I am just enjoying them...
Maybe when I am relaxed and at ease they get the benifits. I will say however, I have spend a too much time on the computer today, which is not a good thing..so no computer for the rest of the evening...I don't want to miss out on spending time with my kids... bye till next time.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Old habbits die hard or illusions of grandeur..
31 May 2010
I never imagined this would actually be a hard venture for me. It is not as easy as what I thought it would be. Me being a true romantic, thought just 'doing nothing' would be almost a dream beginning and ending..and I have to stick to it for 12 months.
Maybe I have 'Illusions of Grandeur' issues...It is like I am waiting for the phone to ring and my agent will say he has the dream job or I will get 15 people ringing me for some product or another 4 or 5 people wanting to join my team. On the weekend I watched an episode of THE BILL...and one of the characters was leaving but I saw this character doing a spin off of the show so I emailed the producers of the show and suggested my absolutely fantastic idea....(Boy I am full of it) then my mind went into overdrive and in my mind (pure fantasy) I had the producers ring me asking me to be involved with my absolutely fabulous idea.
It got me to thinking of maybe the reasons why I strive in my life for the perfect life of whatever, is because my expectations of myself are just to high and unobtainable. That's not to say that my agent won't ring me or I won't get the perfect sale & business but if I am going to do this 'nothing venture' all my dreams and goals have to realistic..
I don't know, maybe this venture is a waste of time too, but if I don't just see how the year pans out with this 'do nothing' exercise then I might just miss out on living the life I have always ment to live.
I never imagined this would actually be a hard venture for me. It is not as easy as what I thought it would be. Me being a true romantic, thought just 'doing nothing' would be almost a dream beginning and ending..and I have to stick to it for 12 months.
Maybe I have 'Illusions of Grandeur' issues...It is like I am waiting for the phone to ring and my agent will say he has the dream job or I will get 15 people ringing me for some product or another 4 or 5 people wanting to join my team. On the weekend I watched an episode of THE BILL...and one of the characters was leaving but I saw this character doing a spin off of the show so I emailed the producers of the show and suggested my absolutely fantastic idea....(Boy I am full of it) then my mind went into overdrive and in my mind (pure fantasy) I had the producers ring me asking me to be involved with my absolutely fabulous idea.
It got me to thinking of maybe the reasons why I strive in my life for the perfect life of whatever, is because my expectations of myself are just to high and unobtainable. That's not to say that my agent won't ring me or I won't get the perfect sale & business but if I am going to do this 'nothing venture' all my dreams and goals have to realistic..
I don't know, maybe this venture is a waste of time too, but if I don't just see how the year pans out with this 'do nothing' exercise then I might just miss out on living the life I have always ment to live.
Friday, May 28, 2010
Just like Belle.
May 28 2010
Can I say to myself, 'I have achieved something in the last couple of days'? Yes & no. Does something have to happen for me to achieve anything?
I think as a human, if nothing happens then I have achieved nothing... What a load! The whole point of this exercise is do nothing and see what life throws my way, not to strive for something to happen...this does not give me permission to be lazy. I still have to get up, feed the kids, kiss the husband, do the shopping, do my job and service my community.
However, by not being so bent on getting somewhere, I might actually find myself in the right place.
How can I best discribe this "theory" (so to speak). Fridays are the highlight of my week. I look after a little special needs child (I will call her 'Belle')and she is the most delightful child. My job is to pick Belle up from her school, walk her to another centre and play with her for up to 3 hours.
I don't have to think about too much, my job is not to teach her, it is to play. We have a ball! It is so much fun! Belle just wants to play, sing, march, read books, jump, slide, dress up and then do it all over again in the spanned of 3 hours. And guest what I do? I play, sing, march, read books, jump etc....(notice how I left the slide out: my bottom is a bit big for the slide...hehehe..) but I don't have to think, I don't worry about if I am doing it right or have I achieved my goal today or whatever...and you know what, neither does Belle...it doesn't even come into it. Because it's not important!
What a lesson, what a wake up! Gosh if I could see myself through Belle's eyes of simplicity and 'the now', maybe I wouldn't see myself as an average person who fails to fulfil her life with really unimportant and trivial things...
So the question to myself is: What's the worst that could happen to me if nothing happens? Or if I don't make $1.3mil or I don't get to be Sales Director of my DSB or I never get that paid acting job I have wanted since I was a child or I never own my own home or I never go to Europe and live in Tuscany or those books I have written never get finished or published? What is the worst that could happen?
It is what is in front of me that is more important...my kids, my husband, my family, whether they are happy and feel loved and I am loved in return...I only get one chance in life with them...once that is gone it's gone.
I am not saying I shouldn't go for my dreams & goals, they are important to me but all I've ever done in life is strive. I've never given myself time to just enjoy 'the now'. Just like Belle.
Can I say to myself, 'I have achieved something in the last couple of days'? Yes & no. Does something have to happen for me to achieve anything?
I think as a human, if nothing happens then I have achieved nothing... What a load! The whole point of this exercise is do nothing and see what life throws my way, not to strive for something to happen...this does not give me permission to be lazy. I still have to get up, feed the kids, kiss the husband, do the shopping, do my job and service my community.
However, by not being so bent on getting somewhere, I might actually find myself in the right place.
How can I best discribe this "theory" (so to speak). Fridays are the highlight of my week. I look after a little special needs child (I will call her 'Belle')and she is the most delightful child. My job is to pick Belle up from her school, walk her to another centre and play with her for up to 3 hours.
I don't have to think about too much, my job is not to teach her, it is to play. We have a ball! It is so much fun! Belle just wants to play, sing, march, read books, jump, slide, dress up and then do it all over again in the spanned of 3 hours. And guest what I do? I play, sing, march, read books, jump etc....(notice how I left the slide out: my bottom is a bit big for the slide...hehehe..) but I don't have to think, I don't worry about if I am doing it right or have I achieved my goal today or whatever...and you know what, neither does Belle...it doesn't even come into it. Because it's not important!
What a lesson, what a wake up! Gosh if I could see myself through Belle's eyes of simplicity and 'the now', maybe I wouldn't see myself as an average person who fails to fulfil her life with really unimportant and trivial things...
So the question to myself is: What's the worst that could happen to me if nothing happens? Or if I don't make $1.3mil or I don't get to be Sales Director of my DSB or I never get that paid acting job I have wanted since I was a child or I never own my own home or I never go to Europe and live in Tuscany or those books I have written never get finished or published? What is the worst that could happen?
It is what is in front of me that is more important...my kids, my husband, my family, whether they are happy and feel loved and I am loved in return...I only get one chance in life with them...once that is gone it's gone.
I am not saying I shouldn't go for my dreams & goals, they are important to me but all I've ever done in life is strive. I've never given myself time to just enjoy 'the now'. Just like Belle.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
And so it begins
May 27, 2010
First of all, just trying to put into perspective of what I have set myself. Doing nothing sounds easy enough...I am sure most teenagers can find this quite easy. My children would find it easy. At times many adults can cope with doing nothing...It almost sounds utopian, but what do I really mean? Doing Nothing..mmmmmmmm..
I do want to refer to 'Julia & Julia' and how the movie stirred something inside...I said to myself while watching, 'I know I am ment to do something'..but what...
One of the things I like about the young Julia was her commitment to finish something she had started....Cooking was here mission Oh & Julia Childs...I don't think she (Julia2) realised she would change herself more than she changed others. It probably didn't even dawn on her how powerful her mission would become...
So back to my question...doing nothing...This has certainly crossed my mind all night...not the tossing and turning type just on my mind...I have come up with the answer (I think)..
There is irony in my venture of doing nothing. just when I think letting myself 'give up' and 'stop', the universe/God/life, throws stuff at me...
There is always things to be done. I have children which need attention, a husband, a home and all the mandane things we all have to do. I also have a direct selling business. With my DSB I had a goal to go far but I just woke up on this monday and had nothing. There was nothing within me that compelled me even to get up and to ring people and make appointmets or really go anywhere with it. It was like I had run as far as I could go or wanted to go...it made me feel not even deflated because at least I would have emotion with being deflated.
Then when I decide to give up/stop, I recieved an email from someone who wanted to have an appointment. All of a sudden when I stop fighting with myself for things to do and be, God/life/the universe shows the way.
From recollection,There is not a single time in my life I have just enjoyed being me...there is not a single time in my life when I felt not having an agenda for life was OK...I always felt I had to do something or be someone...
So..how am I going to fulfil this venture...what does 'doing nothing' for me mean, letting the life throw itself at me.
First of all, just trying to put into perspective of what I have set myself. Doing nothing sounds easy enough...I am sure most teenagers can find this quite easy. My children would find it easy. At times many adults can cope with doing nothing...It almost sounds utopian, but what do I really mean? Doing Nothing..mmmmmmmm..
I do want to refer to 'Julia & Julia' and how the movie stirred something inside...I said to myself while watching, 'I know I am ment to do something'..but what...
One of the things I like about the young Julia was her commitment to finish something she had started....Cooking was here mission Oh & Julia Childs...I don't think she (Julia2) realised she would change herself more than she changed others. It probably didn't even dawn on her how powerful her mission would become...
So back to my question...doing nothing...This has certainly crossed my mind all night...not the tossing and turning type just on my mind...I have come up with the answer (I think)..
There is irony in my venture of doing nothing. just when I think letting myself 'give up' and 'stop', the universe/God/life, throws stuff at me...
There is always things to be done. I have children which need attention, a husband, a home and all the mandane things we all have to do. I also have a direct selling business. With my DSB I had a goal to go far but I just woke up on this monday and had nothing. There was nothing within me that compelled me even to get up and to ring people and make appointmets or really go anywhere with it. It was like I had run as far as I could go or wanted to go...it made me feel not even deflated because at least I would have emotion with being deflated.
Then when I decide to give up/stop, I recieved an email from someone who wanted to have an appointment. All of a sudden when I stop fighting with myself for things to do and be, God/life/the universe shows the way.
From recollection,There is not a single time in my life I have just enjoyed being me...there is not a single time in my life when I felt not having an agenda for life was OK...I always felt I had to do something or be someone...
So..how am I going to fulfil this venture...what does 'doing nothing' for me mean, letting the life throw itself at me.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Grammar not my gig..
Before I leave, just want to let you know, I am not always the best person to proof read my writing..so, 'contant' was ment to be constant'...and someonen is a miss spelt word so sorry..
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Why is it Julia's fault
Well here I am...my first blog...the first of many...
Now I know you are wondering about the 'Blame it on Julia' bit..there is no real Julia to blame, in fact why I called it that title was mainly based on the movie 'Julia & Julia'.
One of the most charming movies I have seen in a long time..it got me thinking and some how it stirred something in me to do something about myself and to find that one thing which keeps me ticking....now I don't know about you but have you ever felt sometimes you just need to be happy with you...
All my life I have felt I needed to do something or to be someonen for me to be normal. I go from one project to the next trying to figure out what I'm ment to be doing or the age ole' question,'who am I or what am I ment to be doing'. And if I'm not doing something, then I'm not normal....it's like this contant war within myself to do something...It boils down to this...'I just want to be happy with me...' Do you ever get that way
However, after watching that movie, I did feel like I should be doing something...but I got to thinking, what if I did nothing and just take in life, enjoy being me, enjoy being mum, enjoy being wife and friend?
We have such high expectations of ourselves..We live in a world where we have to be something or do something...we have list of 'to do's'....got to get this, got to be there...so on & so on...Are we ever happy with ourselves?
The old 'smell the roses' doesn't seem so trivial after all. Now I am not saying we shouldn't have dream and things to keep us occupied but if it is all we do, when do we really get to enjoy life and all it has to offer...in my time of 'doing stuff/being someone/finding myself' I am sure I have missed out on what my children are trying to say to me...I am sure of it...Gosh, I am sure they have missed mummy too.
So what is the purpose of this blog...maybe I will figure it out as I go...but I am going to put in a years effort and record all the things I am 'not doing'....
Funny though, I do still have things to do but I want to change my direction I am going in...who knows maybe I will find myself on the way
Now I know you are wondering about the 'Blame it on Julia' bit..there is no real Julia to blame, in fact why I called it that title was mainly based on the movie 'Julia & Julia'.
One of the most charming movies I have seen in a long time..it got me thinking and some how it stirred something in me to do something about myself and to find that one thing which keeps me ticking....now I don't know about you but have you ever felt sometimes you just need to be happy with you...
All my life I have felt I needed to do something or to be someonen for me to be normal. I go from one project to the next trying to figure out what I'm ment to be doing or the age ole' question,'who am I or what am I ment to be doing'. And if I'm not doing something, then I'm not normal....it's like this contant war within myself to do something...It boils down to this...'I just want to be happy with me...' Do you ever get that way
However, after watching that movie, I did feel like I should be doing something...but I got to thinking, what if I did nothing and just take in life, enjoy being me, enjoy being mum, enjoy being wife and friend?
We have such high expectations of ourselves..We live in a world where we have to be something or do something...we have list of 'to do's'....got to get this, got to be there...so on & so on...Are we ever happy with ourselves?
The old 'smell the roses' doesn't seem so trivial after all. Now I am not saying we shouldn't have dream and things to keep us occupied but if it is all we do, when do we really get to enjoy life and all it has to offer...in my time of 'doing stuff/being someone/finding myself' I am sure I have missed out on what my children are trying to say to me...I am sure of it...Gosh, I am sure they have missed mummy too.
So what is the purpose of this blog...maybe I will figure it out as I go...but I am going to put in a years effort and record all the things I am 'not doing'....
Funny though, I do still have things to do but I want to change my direction I am going in...who knows maybe I will find myself on the way
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