My heartfelt sorry

I want to apologise to anyone who may have been following my blog: all 2 of you. (That would be me and..hang on, that would just be me..make that 1. Also for my incomplete last post...trying to figure that one out.
I had in mind a romantic notion in my head this would be a breeze or I would keep up the writing of this blog to prove a theory of, 'doing nothing, then something would happen'...I think this has been blown out of the water because, and as Shakespear put is so beautifully...'Nothing comes of nothing'...now I can honestly say, I have done nothing so nothing has happened.
However I will say, that I have let go of the notion of the 'Nutrimetics' dream and things have began to happen...so maybe I should change my theory to, 'let go and dreams will find you' ..ah, whatever..
I get so tired of myself and what I truly want..if it's not one thing, it's another... but me and my glass half full... Gosh I wish I could just smash that glass, cos I don't really want it half full or half empty, I just want it with something in it.