Past & Present: Great Achievements in life.

Well my intentions are always good but that is about as far as it goes for me. What can I say to make it any easier for myself? I set out with a positive mindset of blowing you out of the water and trying to inspire with a theory I actually thought might work. What have I achieved? Not a darn thing!
In my theory, I have done nothing. I know that was my intention but truely I had a different picture in my head to that which actually took place. Can I fix it so it will work, well that is up to me.
There is something in me which can not stop thinking if I achieve nothing in life then I have failed and in my concern for this, I tend to end up not doing anything to contribute to my life.
It's like the fear of failure or success grips me and I don't chose to use it for the great part of my life.
The funny thing is, I have achieved plenty in my life and I over look them. Why do I do this? Why do any of us do this?
So...I am going to write down everything I have achieved to remind me I am not a failure: that I have done things I need to be proud of. I think I forget all the amazing milestones in my life and focuss on what I am not doing now. Sometimes looking back in retrospect.

A1. My faith in Jesus Christ. God loves me and I'm still here with him in my life.
A2. Married now for 9 years to the same man, whom came along when I needed the right man.
A3. Two of the most amazing girls..They are funny, witty, talented, creative and clever and I like hanging out with them.
A4. My family: they have been the structure of who I am today. I love them with & without all their worts.
A5. I have some of the best friends anyone could ever ask for. My friends make me laugh and they love me the way I am and I love them for who they are. I appreciate them for who they are to me and I am so glad they are in my life..even in the distance.
You may be thinking right now, this can't possible be considered achievements but I believe they are..they are the structure to my whole life and with out them I may not have been the person I am and achieve so much...they are my experiences, my adventures and they have helped me in my path in life lessons.
Now for the stuff I have achieved.