31 May 2010
I never imagined this would actually be a hard venture for me. It is not as easy as what I thought it would be. Me being a true romantic, thought just 'doing nothing' would be almost a dream beginning and ending..and I have to stick to it for 12 months.
Maybe I have 'Illusions of Grandeur' issues...It is like I am waiting for the phone to ring and my agent will say he has the dream job or I will get 15 people ringing me for some product or another 4 or 5 people wanting to join my team. On the weekend I watched an episode of THE BILL...and one of the characters was leaving but I saw this character doing a spin off of the show so I emailed the producers of the show and suggested my absolutely fantastic idea....(Boy I am full of it) then my mind went into overdrive and in my mind (pure fantasy) I had the producers ring me asking me to be involved with my absolutely fabulous idea.
It got me to thinking of maybe the reasons why I strive in my life for the perfect life of whatever, is because my expectations of myself are just to high and unobtainable. That's not to say that my agent won't ring me or I won't get the perfect sale & business but if I am going to do this 'nothing venture' all my dreams and goals have to realistic..
I don't know, maybe this venture is a waste of time too, but if I don't just see how the year pans out with this 'do nothing' exercise then I might just miss out on living the life I have always ment to live.
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