4 weeks to go!!

Yes that's right! Only 4 more weeks till my play is brought before Sydney and possible the world.  The emotion is a mixture of excitement, nerves, fear and uncertainty.  I feel sick yet elated and fearful yet antisipation for the outcome.
There is a bit on the line here and not just for me.  I am glad I am not going through this alone.  My play is just the first act.  The second act follows with some very amazing talent.  If all goes well, these performers will be on their way to a successful future or at least, more work.  If not so well, I just hope the audience and maybe some of the casting directors will see past my play and take notice of these up and coming talented performers.
I am praying God prepares my heart for whatever comes out of this play for me and He would bless the other performers too. In some way I feel I am responsible for the show and it's outcome. Which is somewhat rediculous.  The audiences makes or breaks a show and my play might not be to everyone cup of tea.  I hope it is welcomed well and the whole show goes of with a bang.
However, it is my play that has bought this show together. Which is why I feel somehow responsible for the success of the other performers.

The show has become rather large. I was only expecting maybe just a little boutique performance with the number of the audience only being 100.  It has become 3 times biger and I am not sure if I am ready for it.  But thats what makes it so amazing for me. 
Whether you believe in God or just the saying of 'the universe', I think it's a metephore for me to take on board.  If I can dream 100, why not dream 300.  The potencial is there. I may think my play is little and humble but if I am prepared to go with it, my dream can take me way behond all that I could imagine.
Remember, if you are in Sydney come and check it out.  We are now setting the task of selling tickets.  A show is not a show without an audience.  I do know we have at least 2 in the audience. My friend just bought 2 tickets, so yeah, we at least have someone watching but we need way more.
It will be a great show and the chance to be back on stage is the absolute bomb for me.  4 weeks and counting.