Too many people...

There is part of me that feels too many people know I want to walk to Sydney.  I feel, if I let too many people know and I don't go through with the walk, I will be left feeling open to those comments people tend to keep to themselves and having a reinforced opinion about me.
Maybe I am being too hard on people, maybe if I don't go, I just have to suck it up and move on.  I don't want to do that though, I want to walk to Sydney and then if I don't do the second leg of my walk (April), I will have nothing to prove because I would have already done my walk in January.
Even though January is still some time a way, I feel it is all creeping up on me and I don't have much longer before it is here.  I've got a lot of distance to travel inbetween now and then.
I am feeling a little low today. A sense of being overwhelmed too.  I don't think I've set the bar too high.  Really I've just got to go for it and believe I am better for it.
Anyway, my husband thinks there is already a lot of people that know of my intention to walk.  He thinks I will be a talking point on facebook and the like. I beg to differ in someway.  I don't think what I am doing is all that important or unique.  People have better things to do than place me in their conversation. The people walking for a cause, they are important to focus on.  Me I am just walking to Sydney because I put it on my bucket list and because it is there.  Not really that remarkable.  Although, I might feel a little different come April next year.